how knowledge can get in the way

i just found freedom from a MENTAL block-- understanding theology and stuff was hindering my pursuit of the Heart of the Lord... for the past two days the Word was stale and my usual inhaling was like gasping. i was lost, but now im found. i love to experience that over and over. so, my point is, because i was trying to "figure" out stuff about predestination and completely abandoning all the Lord has revealed to my heart in life with HIm, i was blocked, frozen in my pursuit. until i claimed the truth i know and that is Christ and Him crucified and my adoption as His daughter because of the Cross, i was completely lost. i love Jesus, responding to His love for me is the theology i know to live by. the Cross straightens out everything-- it beckons me to come and die, and find that i may truly live-- i can breathe again.